Monday, February 8, 2010

Week 10

Well holy crap I just realized that I've had this blog for 10 weeks already and that means I should be doing really good at losing weight right? Definitely not. I've been getting very discouraged about the fact that I've at the most lost 5 pounds in over two months. It is not very encouraging but I'm really trying to work on it.

My biggest problem I think is self sabotage. I will workout good for a little while and then totally just stop because I'm tired or lazy. Same thing with my eating. I'll eat good for a little bit and then binge on Taco Bell and pizza (case in point, Sunday). I also suck at having self control when it comes to drinking. I've been really bad about that lately as well. I feel like I'm grasping at straws to try anything to keep my motivated and on the right path but I feel like I'm not really finding it anywhere or in anything. I also need to keep doing things consistently and I think I would be doing so much better than what I have been in the last month or so. It's coming down to crunch time about my vacation so I either need to really focus now or I'll never get to where or what I want to be.

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